Why do i have to do this? All these things I have learn are pointless. In a few years when this is all over I will have forgoten it all. So . . . these years i could have spent learning something that could help me in the job i wish to have, are wasted learning about how b=n/3-237+the square root of an apple pie. Well as I always say it is pointless to ponder on what could have happened, because the past is only memories and the future is only dreams.